A Little Pick-Me-Up and Rant

"What  you do today can improve all your tomorrows."

 

- Ralph Marston

 

 

 

Hello, guys and gals! Alyssya/Alys here for a 03:39 AM update.

 

The quote above is something that I've just recently started to live by, and it's improved my mental thinking with my schizophrenia. So I may get back into some serious roleplaying by the end of this week! I'm so proud of myself, I've been journaling more, listening to more relaxing music, and removing negative influences from my life.

 

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I'll tell you a story about an obvious negative that used to be in my life;

 

 

 

This woman, whose name I shall not disclose, accused me of several things that I'd never do. She accused me of yelling at her kid brother, who is on the autism spectrum. That's something I'd never do, it was her mother who was yelling at the kid to stop being a child and grow up. I yelled at her to stop yelling at the brother, then she accused me of stealing money, clothes, food, etc. because I was initially correct about how it can be psychologically damaging to an autistic kid if you yell at them for having a meltdown. When we were finished arguing, I went to find the kiddo who abandoned the living room and I sat down to speak with him.  He talked to me about his thoughts, feelings, and emotions on how his mother treats him. I'm not so low to the ground that I scream at my own kid for having a meltdown.

 

 

 

Afterwards, we went down to his room and played Minecraft a bit. This event sh

owed me how important certain friendships are. The woman who I mentioned above accused me of more harsh actions that I'd never do because just the thought of it makes me want to kill the person who thought of it.

 

Then, this person had the gall to post a whole FUCKING paragraph on Facebook with the lies. When people commented on 'Who did this to you?', she tagged me and called me a 'stupid little cunt'. Well excuuuuuuuse for trying to logically help your autistic brother calm down, ya dumb fucking twat. Sorry for the language there. This is turning more and more into a rant the more I look at it. Calling someone a 'stupid little cunt' truly shows how much of an imbecile you are, unless all your friends on Facebook are twats like you. I would have been cool with you ranting and lying about me on the social media site if you didn't call me two lies; 'stupid' and a 'cunt'. The word in between them is true, as I am short as hell.

 

Holy shit, I mean, seriously. I usually don't rant, but damn.

 

FUCK ME RIGHT IN THE ASSHOLE.

 

 

I shall now leave you all on a relaxing note.